DEAR FAMILYYY -
so.  haha.  I'm serving with Hermana Tikhenko!  She is    hilarious. She's a lot of fun and has a good attitude about working    hard.  She's new to the church and missionary work and everything, so    it's a different load on me.  It'll be good for me.  I'm trying to    pound out my fear with faith...bam bam BAM...pounded.  haha.  I got    a blessing from Elder Webb on...yesterday.  I have never really  freaked    out before...like in my whole life...but at church on Sunday, I was  kind-of    freaking out.  I was mad at our investigators for not coming...and the     ones that came came for other reasons besides partaking the sacrament  and    being strengthened by the word of God...and members were not doing    anything...and all the youth were playing on the computer during    sacrament....and i was just complaining and everything was chaotic.     Ugh.  I got a blessing and I feel better.  Fear left me and peace,    but mostly trust, poured in.  I know that our sacrifices and work as    missionories aren't in vain...though it may seem to be sometimes.  I  know    Christ is the head of this work, and oh how grateful I am for that.   The    Lord is putting this work into my shaking hands and I'm terrified of  dropped    it and breaking it...but it's then that He takes my hands and walks me  through    things.  I will grow a lot this next transfer.  So after Sveta for    two weeks, I'll get a RM sister from Dnepr.  She served in the  England,    Burmingham mission and I've talked to her and she's amazing.  She's at     the temple right know, but on the 10th, she'll be with me till the end  of the    transfer.  We had to find all these last minute companions for me  cause I    was supposed to train the new American sister that was supposed to  come in    this transfer, but for some reason or another, she won't be here till  next    transfer.  I don't know if I'll still train her...we'll see.  I    still feel like a greeny dangit...fear! ...faith...bam bam  bam...pounded!
I got the packages mon....thankyou!!!!!!  I haven't opened them    yet...haven't had time...haha..maybe i'll just save them for my    birthday...yeah!!!  22...fantastic age...it's like 11 but DOUBLE.     
Sveta is another miraculous chef...haha...i have NEVER had to  cook on the    mission...no complaints there...
Alyona is still amazing and has a strong testimony and will be    baptised...someday...I love her like a sister...I want this so bad for     her...but time kjones...time .  I'm just scared that she'll loose it  if    she doesn't act know when she has this testimony...fear...faith...bam  bam    bam...POUNDED!  She'll be baptised.
Life is good...tough and stretching...growing pains hurt...but  they're    good for you...I'm so siked to talk so ya'll...i don't know anything  about    skype, but we'll figure it out...i'll think about it...maybe a sunday  morning    thing would be best....or like sunday afternoon, so morning for you  guys?...i    dunno..we'll see.  gotta go..love you alll!
love cectpa jones...
ps... it's almost may!  where is all this time    going/??????????
 
